Choice - This was a special word
for me during this week. This is because I found out that our life was full of
choice especially for me in this week. The reasons I think like this are due to
this week I formally rejected by her. She has chosen a guy who is also my close
friend in church. At the time I knew, I really feel unhappy at first but after
I cool down and think about it I think she might do the right choice. This is
because I know that my friend will be good to her, protect her and like her as
much as his can while I might not able as him. I found out I always put church
activities as my first choice besides my job. After that, I really start feel
happy for her and wish her and my friend will be happy always. However, I have
met one problem which I need to do my choice. The problem is shall I continue to like her or
I shall forget her as soon as possible. My heart told me that I won’t forget
her so fast because in my heart she really is a good girl.
The second reason is about
whether to tell the truth. In the legion mary that I have join, one’s of the
brother has not attend the weekly meeting and all the activities for more than
2 months. I has received a call from his grandmother in Thursday, she has ask
me whether her grandson got attend the legion mary meeting and activities. At
that time, I plan to tell her the truth but I found out that the brother has
lies to his grandmother that he had attend the Sunday mass and legion mary
meeting every weekend. During the talks with his grandmother, I also found out
that his grandmother really feel worry to her grandson. She afraid his grandson
will become bad. At that time, I really don’t know whether I should tell her
about it or not because if I tell her about it she will angry and she might hit
her grandson and I can guarantee that the brother will not come to church and
join legion mary again. If I not tell her the truth, if the brother really
become bad I can’t responsible for it and I might destroy the brother future.
At the end, I have choose to tell the grandmother that he has not come to
legion mary for 2 months and I don’t see him in Sunday mass within this period.
Lastly, is the choice of my future.
Shall I continue my study to professional level? I really don’t know whether
shall I register for CPA and sit for the exam or not in the coming semester.
Until today, I still can’t take decision because I afraid after I register for
it I don’t have enough time to study as most of the time I spend it in my
church activity and job. Anyway, I hope
that I able do the right choice no matter in my relationship, church and
personal problems with the help of the GOD.
