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Last weekend, I have joined a conference organized by Sibu Chinese Legion Mary. The conference was organized at Dalat, Sarawak and I was ones of the organizing committee. At first, I would like to joins the organizing committee due to the invitation of chairperson. For me, this conference just likes the conference that I have organized before when I study at Swinburne Sarawak. The reason I have feeling like mainly due to I was the quartermaster for the conference. By truth, I really don’t understand why I always have the fate with the quartermaster post for most of the events that I have organized.

During the process of organizing this conference, I started feel disappointed with the organizing team.  This is because I feel most of them did not really put their heart in organizing this conference. Some of the organizers never attend the meetings or do their tasks that assigned by the chairpersons. They only started to do their tasks when the conference is near at the corner.  

Four days before the conference start, I have been assigned by my manager to work at outstation. During the few days at outstation, I really feel worry for them because until that time we still have a lot of tasks need to do. As an example: our conference booklet still in progress, the participants name list still to be confirmed and many others. The thing that makes me feel very angry is when I come back to Sibu, I notice that they did not prepare anything for the welcoming dinner even though they have done most of the things.

However, I have started change my point of view to them during the conference. I really feel surprised when I saw most of them become very serious when the conference was held. They really worked very hard and some of them really scarify their sleeping time just for preparing next day activities.  At that time, I have understood that everything’s is arranged by God. We will never know what God has arranged for us. 

Besides this, through this conference I also found back the fire in my heart. In this conference, I found out that I still love to become altar servers. I have left the guild since 2 years ago and I have rejected my guild president and his committee for going back to guild in this few months. I still remember in this few months I have find a lot of reasons to reject them. However, when I attend the mass in the conference, all the feeling has suddenly coming back and I suddenly feel like want to become altar server again. Furthermore, I also have found back the things that I have learned when I become committee in CPA Australia Student Charter in Swinburne Sarawak.

Lastly, I found out that I have found the girl that I have like in this conference. At first, I just admire her because she has a sweet smile, helpful heart and the most important is she is a good girl for me. Now, I have planned to pursue her because I think she is the girl that I want it in my heart and I hope that I will success to pursue her because she is the first girl that able to make me take action.