CHOICE

Choice - This was a special word for me during this week. This is because I found out that our life was full of choice especially for me in this week. The reasons I think like this are due to this week I formally rejected by her. She has chosen a guy who is also my close friend in church. At the time I knew, I really feel unhappy at first but after I cool down and think about it I think she might do the right choice. This is because I know that my friend will be good to her, protect her and like her as much as his can while I might not able as him. I found out I always put church activities as my first choice besides my job. After that, I really start feel happy for her and wish her and my friend will be happy always. However, I have met one problem which I need to do my choice.  The problem is shall I continue to like her or I shall forget her as soon as possible. My heart told me that I won’t forget her so fast because in my heart she really is a good girl. 

The second reason is about whether to tell the truth. In the legion mary that I have join, one’s of the brother has not attend the weekly meeting and all the activities for more than 2 months. I has received a call from his grandmother in Thursday, she has ask me whether her grandson got attend the legion mary meeting and activities. At that time, I plan to tell her the truth but I found out that the brother has lies to his grandmother that he had attend the Sunday mass and legion mary meeting every weekend. During the talks with his grandmother, I also found out that his grandmother really feel worry to her grandson. She afraid his grandson will become bad. At that time, I really don’t know whether I should tell her about it or not because if I tell her about it she will angry and she might hit her grandson and I can guarantee that the brother will not come to church and join legion mary again. If I not tell her the truth, if the brother really become bad I can’t responsible for it and I might destroy the brother future. At the end, I have choose to tell the grandmother that he has not come to legion mary for 2 months and I don’t see him in Sunday mass within this period.

Lastly, is the choice of my future. Shall I continue my study to professional level? I really don’t know whether shall I register for CPA and sit for the exam or not in the coming semester. Until today, I still can’t take decision because I afraid after I register for it I don’t have enough time to study as most of the time I spend it in my church activity and job.  Anyway, I hope that I able do the right choice no matter in my relationship, church and personal problems with the help of the GOD.