Last weekend, I have joined a
conference organized by Sibu Chinese Legion Mary. The conference was organized
at Dalat, Sarawak and I was ones of the organizing committee. At first, I would
like to joins the organizing committee due to the invitation of chairperson.
For me, this conference just likes the conference that I have organized before
when I study at Swinburne Sarawak. The reason I have feeling like mainly due to
I was the quartermaster for the conference. By truth, I really don’t understand
why I always have the fate with the quartermaster post for most of the events
that I have organized.
During the process of organizing
this conference, I started feel disappointed with the organizing team. This is because I feel most of them did not
really put their heart in organizing this conference. Some of the organizers never
attend the meetings or do their tasks that assigned by the chairpersons. They
only started to do their tasks when the conference is near at the corner.
Four days before the conference
start, I have been assigned by my manager to work at outstation. During the few
days at outstation, I really feel worry for them because until that time we
still have a lot of tasks need to do. As an example: our conference booklet
still in progress, the participants name list still to be confirmed and many
others. The thing that makes me feel very angry is when I come back to Sibu, I
notice that they did not prepare anything for the welcoming dinner even though
they have done most of the things.
However, I have started change my
point of view to them during the conference. I really feel surprised when I saw
most of them become very serious when the conference was held. They really
worked very hard and some of them really scarify their sleeping time just for
preparing next day activities. At that
time, I have understood that everything’s is arranged by God. We will never
know what God has arranged for us.
Besides this, through this
conference I also found back the fire in my heart. In this conference, I found
out that I still love to become altar servers. I have left the guild since 2
years ago and I have rejected my guild president and his committee for going
back to guild in this few months. I still remember in this few months I have
find a lot of reasons to reject them. However, when I attend the mass in the
conference, all the feeling has suddenly coming back and I suddenly feel like
want to become altar server again. Furthermore, I also have found back the
things that I have learned when I become committee in CPA Australia Student
Charter in Swinburne Sarawak.
Lastly, I found out that I have
found the girl that I have like in this conference. At first, I just admire her
because she has a sweet smile, helpful heart and the most important is she is a
good girl for me. Now, I have planned to pursue her because I think she is the
girl that I want it in my heart and I hope that I will success to pursue her
because she is the first girl that able to make me take action.
