Words in my heart

This few days, I don’t know why I suddenly become so EMO. I got lot things that want to say but every time I only know to keep it in my heart. After I think, I think the only way to speak it out is speak at here. Below are the words that in my heart:

For club committees:

Sometime I really not satisfy the way you all doing a job. The thing that I don’t like the most is you all keep changing the concept and end out many things that have done before need to be cancelled. I think this is like pour people hard work and waste people time. Besides that, there are many things that you all not confirm yet but you all have go to the next step already.

For my friends:

I know sometime I might say something that I make u all not happy. Sometime, I really want to make apologies to u all but I don’t have the brave to do it.

For my group mate:

I know I not a good leader. I really don’t know how to start our team assignment. I need the help from you all but every time when I want to said it out I saw you all look like not motivated it make me feel that every though I said it out I will also useless.

For my beloved sister:

Sometime I don’t know how to answer mum when she ask me whether you got go to church or not. I really don’t know whether I need to said true or cheat mum again. I always think how well if every time I don’t tell lie.

I always wonder how well if I have the brave to say it out especially to the relevant person.  However, I also feel happy now because at least I have spoken it out now in here. It is better than I put all of it in my heart.

Result for Sarawak State Election 2011

Today 16 April 2011 is Sarawak state election. There are 71 seats contested by the Barisan Nasional (BN), Opposition, SNAP, PCM and Independent peoples. The result of the election as below:

• Barisan Nasional (BN) win 55 seats 
• PBB- 35 seats
• SUPP 6 seats
• PRS- 8 seats 
• SPDP- 6 seats 
• Opposition win 15 seats
• DAP- 12 seats
• PKR- 3 seats
• Independent- 1 seat (N.54- Pelagus)

Since Barisan Nasional (BN) win majorities and  retains two-thirds, Barisan Nasional (BN) will be the state government of Sarawak for the coming next five year. 

For more details, please refer to:

http://election.thestar.com.my/sarawak/results.asp?mode=2

Champion League Draw 2011

Below are the Champion League draw for Quarter-final and semi-final:

Quarter-finals: April 5, 6 and 12, 13
Semi-finals: April 26, 27 and May 3, 4
Final (Wembley): May 28

Quarter Finals:
Real Madrid (Spain) v Tottenham Hotspur (England)
Chelsea (England) v Manchester United ( England)
Barcelona (Spain) v Shakthar Donetsk (Ukraine)
Inter Milan (Italy) v Schalke 04 (Germany)


Semi- Finals:
Inter Milan/ Schalke 04 v Chelsea/ Manchester United
Real Madrid/ Tottenham Hotspur v Barcelona/ Shakthar Donetsk


Final:
Inter/Schalke/ Chelsea/ Man Utd v Real Madrid/ Tottenham/ Barcelona/ Shakthar

CPA Australia Student Charter Swinburne Sarawak

Hi, I think this is the first time I share about CPA Australia Student Charter Swinburne Sarawak in my blog. I still remember in my last post I have posted about my sad feeling of can't get a thing that I want. The thing that I want was I was losing in the post that I want. However, I feel more glad on it because I think if I have get the post I want this semester I will very very busy.  Even though I can’t get the post I want, I will still stay in Board of committee and will contribute what I have to the club. I still remember the situation on last semester how we work together, play together, having fun together, “slogan” and many others in my heart. I think this is the most fun and interesting committee that I even met. Besides that, I also feel happy become a part in committee because I really learn a lot from them like the correct steps in organizing an event, way to communicate with others, the true attitude that a committee should have and many others which I really don’t learn it when I become Organizing Chairperson in church events or when I become committee in my secondary school clubs.  With these reasons, I can say if I quit this club just because of the small matter I will regret forever in my life.  Lastly, I also want to help CPA Australia Student Charter Swinburne Sarawak to do some promotion especially on the coming events which have been confirmed.  The coming events that will be held as below:

• CPA Australia Student Charter Swinburne Sarawak Committee Member Recruitment Drive- 19 March 2011
• Club Recruitment Drive- 16 & 17 March 2011 
• Charity Event- April 2011 
• The Regional Inter-varsity Business Conference (2011)- June 2011
• Local Industrial Trip- August 2011 

Sad Feeling

In the first day of new semester, I already have a sad feeling. The reason that I have this feeling was I don’t get the post that I dreamed.  After I think for one day, I think the main reason may be is my fault. This is because I didn’t think carefully before I submit it last time. In addition, until yesterday morning I just realized that I had done big wrong decision and this may make me loss the post that I dreamed. When the result was announced, I found that what I have worried had become true and at that time I really feel disappointed and feel very sad until now. The reason that I feel very sad is not only I don’t get the post I want,  it’s also include that the post that I dream for so long time was go to ones of my best friend. Another reason that I think is may be due to I really don’t have the capability for the post and they may think my friend is more suitable for the post. I really hate myself at that time why I will done such wrong decision and why I still remember this until now. Anyway, I feel happy for my friend and hope he will done well which this will prove that he is suitable for the post. I will also continue to do the job as best as I can that I need to be responsible for it and I hope I will forget the sad feeling as soon as possible.